POEMS FROM THE SPOKEN WORD cd FORMOSA AVENUE
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JOHNNY ROMEO DOES HOLLYWOOD
Man, this Town fools me every time I turn around
tail-lights zipping along faster than the speed of sound
as an ocean melts between infinite LINES OF BRILLIANCE
a blowtorch hits the jagged end of A PIECE OF GLASS.
Did you ever feel your Life floating away from you
drive down Sunset Boulevard, man, Beverly Hills on through
bro', REALITY'S DEFINITION shifts quietly in this part of town
it's like staring into a completely green horizon
DEALS ON EVERYTHING .. AND, I MEAN EVERYTHING
are goin' down.
There's a building over on Melrose Avenue with an interior
constructed completely from highly polished mirrors
apparently, you're supposed to be able to see yourself
like everybody else does
reflecting all your physical fears
a road joins Bel-Air with Century City .. it's known as Rodeo Drive
it carries a price tag in a limousine
a solitary passenger makes a joke
THE SMOKE tells him he will survive.
A BODY HAS BEEN DUMPED IN A CANYON off Mulholland Drive
on top of the Hollywood Hills
in a nearby mansion a budding starlet is performing magical tricks
in a number called SUPERSTAR THRILLS
but, that's okay if they each get what they are looking for
she gives him head, says, That's enough, call the agent
he licks his lips and chuckles, In a minute, honey, but first
you got to give me more.
Mann's Chinese Theater on Hollywood Boulevard attracts people
from near and far
they press flesh into hardened cement, laugh
and then blast off in a rented car
they want to go visit THE FAMOUS OBSERVATORY where Sal Mineo
played it cool with James Dean
in late night spots like The Sky Bar, Drai's and Bar Marmont
PEOPLE WHO WANT TO BE MOVIE STARS smoke cigars
and try to play the same scene.
Somewhere north of Sunset Boulevard .. or is it south
past Tower Records, The Viper Room, Whiskey, The Rainbow
you know, west of The Bel-Age Hotel
Joe DiMaggio is spanking Madonna just like the little girl she is
BECAUSE SHE PLAYS MARILYN MONROE SO WELL
hey, don't get me wrong
first chance I get I'll spank her, too
sounds PRETTY NASTY to Johnny Romeo
and if we can can get Alexandria Daddario or Lupita Nyong'o to agree to be naked
maybe Ridley Scott or Quentin Tarantino or David Fincher or Spike Lee or
David Letterman or Jimmy Fallon
will BRING A VIDEO CREW.
This is the way Johnny Romeo does Hollywood
so, what do YOU do, Miss Holly?
these four-lane freeways that zip and unzip your heart
they all be .. twenty-four hours a day
like every screen writer With His Own Life Story
looking for a place to start
'cause this town is surrounded by angels
and devils who like to put on halos and wings
but, you see .. HOLLYWOOD SEDUCES EVERYBODY, MAN
while Eternity whispers and sings
everybody.
PARDON ME, SWEETHEART
Wait a second, darlin' .. let me turn out the light
and please, don't push hard on me
I haven't got the strength, you see
I tried to tell you yesterday
but, you just laughed and walked away
and now .. now, I'm feelin' kind of lost.
Look at me, sugar .. open those pretty eyes
I guess maybe I shoulda told The Truth
musta been that fancy, French vermouth
but anyway, I'm leavin' you tomorrow
I'm .. it's time for me to say goodbye to silly dreams
and distant kinds of sorrow
memories are something
we can't always borrow.
And, after all the tears are gone ... I know you'll feel better
sad farewells have this special laughter
like a second-hand novel with No Last Chapter
a love story that ends where it begins.
So, I guess we're both sorry .. things coulda been different
but now .. I .. driftin' .. driftin'
so far away
pardon me, sweetheart
what did you say?
SHE HAS A PLACE
She has a place that burns
tell me, lady, what's makin' you so hot
what's giving you this fever?
Is it that fiercely burning pipe
rubbing you so sweet
and, what is it doing to your heart?
Put your face into the wind
do your eyes water a little bit?
This wind that stares
I wonder why it's looking at you
she has a place that burns.
THE GIGOLO .. LO
His dancin' shoes are shining bright
some oil holds his hair down tight
things around him are starting to move
the night is ready for The Boy to groove
and way downtown where the lights are low
he sees A Woman that he used to know
then everything around him moves real slow
a police officer reports
I see The Gigolo .. lo.
His perfumed body is keeping a beat
to some perfume music that sounds real sweet
rings on his fingers are made of gold
twenty-four carat is what he was told
as he makes his way down to where the lights are low
he sees A Girl that he used to know
and everything around him moves real slow
you know, she be lookin'
for The Gigolo .. lo.
The glass in his hand is starting to sweat
because the action hasn't started yet
ALL THE KING'S LADIES AND ALL THE QUEEN'S MEN
look at each other and try to pretend
that everything's cool where the lights are low
as he sees a reflection that he used to know
then everything around him moves kinda slow
and he asks me if
I'm The Gigolo .. lo.
then everything around me moves too slow
and the bartender mutters
there he is, that's him
he's the gigolo .. lo.
WEEPING WILLOW
So, what is it about weeping willows that you like
what do they remind you of
I don't know, she said, they're peaceful and quiet.
but, you have to help a poet
you've got to give him more than the others, okay?
okay
the leaves
I like the leaves.
I knew it, I knew that's what she'd say
makes you kinda wonder
makes you want to run
WEEPING WILLOW dancing in the wind
breathing and movin' on light air
makes me want to cool down
I wanna breathe this wind moving beyond THESE EARTHLY
CLOUDS.
So, uh, anyway, I don't know you
you're just a willow tree up the coast
making promises of SECRETS THAT BALANCE on your lips
isn't that what you said?
Yep, that's right, forever and forevermore
bursting toward all those infinite stars
UNTIL THE END OF TIME
these are words for lovers
and, these are our words.
Weeping willow in the sun
how far do you go WHEN YOU RUN
when the air rustles and murmurs
does it take you to your dreams?
How far do you go when you run?
When the air rustles and murmurs
does it take you to your dreams?
A PUMP IT UP PRODUCTION
Police sirens scream by my window night and day
we got our own thing, they say
and I scratch my head.
Now then, aside from the fact that I am going
completely out of
my mind
you know the one
you have one, too
I think of this girl with far-away eyes
who reaches so sweetly for me
and it seems like I talk to an angel
then I DREAM about what it would be like
if she was mine.
Baby, baby, baby
I've just NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE
I get the impression that you can maybe, somehow
if I get really, really lucky
you might be able to understand how sometimes
sometimes, I'd like to just kiss you
and hold you IN MY ARMS.
The above sentence probably seems like a good place to end this
so, I guess I'll wrap it up
when you close your eyes
try to imagine A PLACE where there's NOTHING BUT A WIND
and the wind is whisperin' somethin' you can't quite understand
well, it's me, sweetheart
just tryin' to see if I can get you to smile.
Just tryin' to see if I can get you to smile.
DON'T WAKE ME UP, I'M DREAMIN'
It's impossible .. I'm flyin' through the air again
of course, I have to jump first, then hold my breath
but, it works .. it works every time
and, I get so high .. so very high I don't look down
'cause, if I do I start to melt and disappear in deep water
where the whisper starts
Hey, Johnny .. c'mere
we just want to talk to you.
AND, LATE AT NIGHT .. when the world isn't watching any more
I open my eyes to gaze at moving layers of light
it's all so subtle
it's all so very comfortable .. clean
IN FACT, when I close my eyes again
I see your lips, my love .. your juicy, creamy lips
melting over my desperate tongue
sheltering my WANDERING HEART from the ravages of the road
I want you so goddamn much .. almost too much
it's because of your forgiving smile
and I don't try to hide from you
like I do with the rest of all these people
THESE PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE CLOUDS.
I'm flyin' through the air again
but, this time I forgot to jump .. and yet, it's better
because THIS TIME you are finally with me
and we are so deep within each other
yep, this is where I want to be, Planet Earth
so, PAY ATTENTION to this warning
DON'T WAKE ME UP
I'm dreamin'.
WHAT YOU REMIND ME OF
Just for the record
you know when THEY refer to a rock and a hard place
well, uh, that's where I live
a wolf calls it The Killing Ground
and, some say it is the breath of God
this place where you make a stand
it's like lookin' at your sorry-ass face in the mirror every morning
my friend, if you see honesty
you will have a good day.
A man belongs wherever he ends up going
so, don't tell me that I don't belong
it's not that difficult to understand, my brother
these concentric circles that emerge from the critical mass
from the traumatic moment .. .. are FLUID
and the only thing static, are the lines in your reflection.
AND THEN, she let go of my hand
it became THE FIRST LOSS YOU NEVER GET USED TO
there have been others
but, the first time
just makes you want to go home and go to bed
come here, come here, darlin' .. that's what I tried to say
come here, please
man .. just forget about it
turn out the light and got to bed
come here, darlin' .. come here
please.
WHAT YOU CALL LOVE
An orchestra is waiting for the music to appear
the conductor seems a million miles away
out on the road it's raining prayers Forevermore
and a woman in love is cryin' 'cause, she don't know what to say.
I guess I could have loved you with a little bit more time
some home town boys just don't know when to quit
it's The Things I Can't Remember and The Dreams I Can't Forget
she smiled and said, "baby .. this won't hurt a bit."
The bartender has forgotten what it means to be free
and the nightlife seems to wander on it's own
releasing Further Promises that dance upon a train
charging through The Distances
seldom .. if ever .. known.
In a back alley, a knife gets pulled .. twisted and shining
there's laughter on the Face Of Every Clown
the circus had to close down 'cause the princess got married
her prince Works In A Shoe Store, where the only color's brown.
And, a suicide note stands alone Out On A Ledge
fluttering in the breeze, with Lipstick And Champagne
THEY SAY, she was so beautiful, what a waste of life
the note said, "please, take away this numbing pain."
AND, hard-luck boys play keep-away on a sunny afternoon
no-one wants to lose, and they argue about who wins
I .. drag my eyes .. to the skies .. let them wander
EVERYWHERE
and try to forget .. or is it remember
what she said
yea, darlin' .. .. What You Called Love
really turned my head
congratulations
you win.
SHADOW HILL
There's a special kind of darkness growin' inside my mind
be careful where you walk, mister, this street ain't so kind
dark sunglasses fight to keep back the chill
of Mercedes Benz's giving ladies a fancy thrill
but, deep in my heart, there's a softer voice callin'
for a simple kinda girl, who'll keep this world from fallin'
'cause up ahead, in the distance, I found a dollar bill
lying in the gutter, up on old Shadow Hill.
My brain is achin', overloaded with Faze Reality
high heels click on the pavement .. darlin', what will you be
does your mommy and daddy sleep at night
or do they worry about Freedom in the mornin' light
I wish the newspapers would forget about disaster
and find something good to say about a beggar's laughter
because in my dreams last night, I exploded from a pill
woke up sweatin' through the echoes, of old Shadow Hill.
Yea, you realize why losers never make it very far
they too busy reelin' from the noise, wonderin' where they are
I could've told them had they asked me
I would've picked The Apple from That Tree
together, we could approach God for just one more second chance
one more glistening romance, .. another high school dance
because, a special kind of darkness, doesn't always kill
you just roam around Forever, up on Shadow Hill.
you know that's true, man
paranoia
don't be afraid.
SWEET FACE OF HEAVEN
(relentless pursuit of Perfection)
Sweet Face Of Heaven .. I turn mine eyes to Thee
This Thing you call The Planet Earth
the land to which gave Jesus .. birth
has turned my mind so far around
birds amid the trees amid .. no sound.
Sweet Face Of Heaven .. You turn your eyes to Me
The Dream which you now choose to give
Mary, Sweet Mary calls out .. you may live
has turned my back against the wind
and whispers, whispers .. you have sinned.
Sweet Face Of Heaven .. We turn our eyes to Sea
this Stormy Rain that you send down
has built a Cross on the edge of .. an unknown town
and turned my heart inside my soul
cries rebound and shatter .. .. below, below.
Sweet Face Of Heaven .. She turns her eyes to Flee
this Fragile Angel that you have freed
has risen above the thirsty greed .. to lead
a Procession turned back toward those clouds
that swirl and drift .. among these crowds.
Sweet Face Of Heaven .. he turns his eyes to decree
The Spoken Words that you now write
have completed thoughts long gone from .. sight
and created The Turning of a strange, new web
it spins and glistens .. and weaves .. inside my head.
THE EDGE OF SPACE
(don't do it)
at last .. at last .. the edge of space
in five more seconds, no more trace
can hardly wait 'til i get goin'
i'll say it all in one more poem.
there isn't anything to blame
and i've never, ever felt this sane
how wonderful to feel so free
and, just think .. pretty soon .. Eternity.
look .. they call from the street below
or, is it the street that's shouting, hello
and i guess it's going to hurt me some
but, that's okay, everything's already numb.
there .. it's done .. i'm on my way
huh, i wonder what my friends will say
well, it doesn't matter anymore
at last .. at last .. Forevermo .. .. ..
THIS CRAZY DREAM
Man, I had this CRAZY dream last night
THE UNIVERSE WAS CRYSTAL CLEAR
and stars were dipped in MELTED LIGHT
the streets below my window smiled
and, well .. for once life DIDN'T pass me by
IF I COULD ONLY DESCRIBE WHAT IT WAS LIKE
this CRAZY DREAM I had last night.
I CAN'T FORGET YOU
I don't know how many days I've thought of you
over these years
but, there sure have been a lot of them
you would think that Time would erase the memories
THE WONDERFULNESS OF YOU eventually had to disappear
and yet, here I sit at midnight .. with these words.
I don't know how many dreams I've had of you
over these years
but, they don't stop .. they are so real
you would think that God would somehow forgive me
FOR WALKING AWAY FROM YOUR REMARKABLE LOVE so many times
and now, I wander city streets .. with reflections.
I wonder if you think of me after all this Time
over these years
have you forgiven me, darlin'
do you ever wish like I do .. that we could try again
just one more again ... just ONE MORE simple again
one last forevermore.
The world was going to be mine, I declared, just you wait and see
and now, I have no world
oh, perhaps I have one
but, it's all maybe's and what if's
I cling to this desperate reality .. reality
and yet, when I'm alone .. there's no place left to run to
and, when there's nowhere I can hide
it's very, very simple, my love
I can't forget you.
ONE OF THESE DAYS
Got a real, late night phone call from an old buddy
just the other day
didn't seem like ANYTHING HAD CHANGED
my hometown was still my hometown
and my Life was still my Life.
I wonder if it's sometimes better if we didn't have a memory
I mean, it's nice to remember the good things
even some of them old glory days
and then, I look around
see these faces with the same questions.
Yea, buddy, I jumped in that car for
THE FAMOUS LONG DISTANCE RIDE
the wind was my only friend
we rode shotgun down that number one freeway
we kissed in forbidden places
and saw faces with different answers.
And, a lot of the faces I see today
ain't nothin' about it that reminds me of my sweet home
where the skies are so blue
Lord, I'm gonna get on back there, one of these days
one of these days I'm gonna kiss my old girlfriend
I'm gonna get on back to my hometown, man
one of these days.
One of these days
I'm gonna be back where I belong.
A MILLION MILES AWAY
That's me out there .. a few feet ahead
with nothing much to say
these people that surround me
use words to get around these
days beginning where they end
a letter you write but never send.
That's me out there .. silently moving along
ten miles away
these waters and these ocean waves
a drifting prayer which the sunset saves
Temescal Canyon cliffs are gone
the place where Cindy sang her song.
That's me out there .. circling the planet
a hundred miles in an orbit bay
thin vapors protect the earth below
in Mexico, sunshine .. Greenland, snow
the Hubble Telescope passes by
measuring reasons why we get high.
That's me out there .. inside my head
a million miles away
no longer speaking to Ground Control
field equations got hold of my soul
it's echo makes up The Universe
some see it a blessing, .. others, a curse.
Not me out there .. outside my head
a million miles away
ain't nothin' else to say
except, I'm gone
see ya.
WET LIPS
(this one gets me into trouble, you know)
A sip of champagne on a full moon night
cool down the smoke, honey .. try to get it right
you and me are here for only one reason
the way you were your skirt is downright pleasin'
that leather's so tight .. darlin', are you in pain
her SMILE COMES AT ME, again and again
at the start of the night, my lips were dry
the line of her nylons nearly made me cry
SHE NOTICED my stare, said she like MY BOOTS
I said Love ain't good 'less it grabs the roots
she KISSED me once and her tongue was hot
another Hollywood bitch, this girl was not
her red fingernails scratched down my back
and when she reached MY ZIPPER we were right on track
five pounds of Love bumped against her face
her tongue was slurpin' all over the place
a little bit later I WAS KNOCKIN' ON HEAVEN
she told me to count but I only reached seven
I was suckin' her mouth with all my might
we could HARDLY BREATHE it was goin' so right
an hour later we were soaked with sweat
hard to believe but I hadn't come yet
then all of a sudden SHE BEGAN TO WHISPER
I said, tell me, honey .. 'bout your deepest pleasure
she moaned, I exploded in the place where love fits
in her heart, in her soul .. in her wet, wet lips
oh, yeah, right there
right
there.
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