POEMS FROM THE SPOKEN WORD cd FORMOSA AVENUE                                                                  

All lyrics fully protected by U.S. copyright.            

                                                       

JOHNNY ROMEO DOES HOLLYWOOD

 Man, this Town fools me every time I turn around

       tail-lights zipping along faster than the speed of sound

                  as an ocean melts between infinite LINES OF BRILLIANCE
 
             a blowtorch hits the jagged end of A PIECE OF GLASS.


     Did you ever feel your Life floating away from you   

                  drive down Sunset Boulevard, man, Beverly Hills on through  

                           bro', REALITY'S DEFINITION shifts quietly in this part of town  

it's like staring into a completely green horizon     

                           DEALS ON EVERYTHING .. AND, I MEAN EVERYTHING    

 are goin' down.                                                     


            There's a building over on Melrose Avenue with an interior

               constructed completely from highly polished mirrors             

                 apparently, you're supposed to be able to see yourself            

           like everybody else does                                                  

reflecting all your physical fears                              

                              a road joins Bel-Air with Century City .. it's known as Rodeo Drive      

                       it carries a price tag in a limousine                                                 

a solitary passenger makes a joke                           

 THE SMOKE tells him he will survive.                    


                                       A BODY HAS BEEN DUMPED IN A CANYON off Mulholland Drive      

on top of the Hollywood Hills                                  

                   in a nearby mansion a budding starlet is performing magical tricks

   in a number called SUPERSTAR THRILLS                

                                    but, that's okay if they each get what they are looking for                              

                            she gives him head, says, That's enough, call the agent                           

       he licks his lips and chuckles, In a minute, honey, but first 

 you got to give me more.                                           


                 Mann's Chinese Theater on Hollywood Boulevard attracts people

 from near and far                                                        

  they press flesh into hardened cement, laugh                  

 and then blast off in a rented car                                    

                          they want to go visit THE FAMOUS OBSERVATORY where Sal Mineo

  played it cool with James Dean                                       

       in late night spots like The Sky Bar, Drai's and Bar Marmont

                                  PEOPLE WHO WANT TO BE MOVIE STARS smoke cigars                      

 and try to play the same scene.                                       


              Somewhere north of Sunset Boulevard .. or is it south                  

                                                             past Tower Records, The Viper Room, Whiskey, The Rainbow                                                   

                                                          you know, west of The Bel-Age Hotel                                                                                     

           Joe DiMaggio is spanking Madonna just like the little girl she is   

       BECAUSE SHE PLAYS MARILYN MONROE SO WELL

                                hey, don't get me wrong                                                                                 

first chance I get I'll spank her, too                                   

            sounds PRETTY NASTY to Johnny Romeo                                

                                                        and if we can can get Alexandria Daddario or Lupita Nyong'o  to agree to be naked                 

                                                                               maybe Ridley Scott or Quentin Tarantino or David Fincher  or Spike Lee or                                                 

           David Letterman or Jimmy Fallon                                                

will BRING A VIDEO CREW.                                         


                           This is the way Johnny Romeo does Hollywood                                           

  so, what do YOU do, Miss Holly?                                      

         these four-lane freeways that zip and unzip your heart                  

they all be .. twenty-four hours a day                                  

                           like every screen writer With His Own Life Story                                          

looking for a place to start                                                 

        'cause this town is surrounded by angels                                    

and devils who like to put on halos and wings                    

            but, you see .. HOLLYWOOD SEDUCES EVERYBODY, MAN

while Eternity whispers and sings                                        

everybody.                                                                         


PARDON ME, SWEETHEART


Wait a second, darlin' .. let me turn out the light   

and please, don't push hard on me                     

I haven't got the strength, you see                       

I tried to tell you yesterday                                  

                            but, you just laughed and walked away                                           

                          and now .. now, I'm feelin' kind of lost.                                          


Look at me, sugar .. open those pretty eyes         

I guess maybe I shoulda told The Truth                 

musta been that fancy, French vermouth                

but anyway, I'm leavin' you tomorrow                   

 I'm .. it's time for me to say goodbye to silly dreams

   and distant kinds of sorrow                                      

memories are something                                        
                   
we can't always borrow.                                         


        And, after all the tears are gone ... I know you'll feel better

sad farewells have this special laughter                       

like a second-hand novel with No Last Chapter        

a love story that ends where it begins.                        


      So, I guess we're both sorry .. things coulda been different

 but now .. I .. driftin' .. driftin'                                      

  so far away                                                                  

   pardon me, sweetheart                                                  

   what did you say?                                                          

 

SHE HAS A PLACE


She has a place that burns                 

tell me, lady, what's makin' you so hot

what's giving you this fever?               


Is it that fiercely burning pipe              

rubbing you so sweet                         

and, what is it doing to your heart?      


Put your face into the wind                

 do your eyes water a little bit?               


  This wind that stares                              

  I wonder why it's looking at you             

 she has a place that burns.                     



THE GIGOLO .. LO
 

His dancin' shoes are shining bright          

some oil holds his hair down tight             

things around him are starting to move      

the night is ready for The Boy to groove   

  and way downtown where the lights are low

 he sees A Woman that he used to know    

  then everything around him moves real slow
 
   a police officer reports

I see The Gigolo .. lo.

His perfumed body is keeping a beat          

    to some perfume music that sounds real sweet

rings on his fingers are made of gold            

 twenty-four carat is what he was told           

             as he makes his way down to where the lights are low

he sees A Girl that he used to know             

and everything around him moves real slow  

                                  you know, she be lookin'                         

for The Gigolo .. lo.

The glass in his hand is starting to sweat        

because the action hasn't started yet              

                           ALL THE KING'S LADIES AND ALL THE QUEEN'S MEN

look at each other and try to pretend               

that everything's cool where the lights are low  

as he sees a reflection that he used to know      

then everything around him moves kinda slow  

                          and he asks me if                             

I'm The Gigolo .. lo.

                      then everything around me moves too slow                              

and the bartender mutters                                  

                                        there he is, that's him                                        

he's the gigolo .. lo.  



WEEPING WILLOW


So, what is it about weeping willows that you like

what do they remind you of                                 

    I don't know, she said, they're peaceful and quiet.    

     but, you have to help a poet                                      

                                   you've got to give him more than the others, okay?                                   

okay                                                                    

the leaves                                                            

I like the leaves.                                                   


I knew it, I knew that's what she'd say                   

makes you kinda wonder                                       

makes you want to run                                           

WEEPING WILLOW dancing in the wind              

 breathing and movin' on light air                               

 makes me want to cool down                                  
           
               I wanna breathe this wind moving beyond THESE EARTHLY

 CLOUDS.                                                               


So, uh, anyway, I don't know you                              

 you're just a willow tree up the coast                           

               making promises of SECRETS THAT BALANCE on your lips  

isn't that what you said?                                              

 Yep, that's right, forever and forevermore                     

   bursting toward all those infinite stars                              

     UNTIL THE END OF TIME                                           

these are words for lovers                                           

and, these are our words.                                            


Weeping willow in the sun                                           

 how far do you go WHEN YOU RUN                        

when the air rustles and murmurs                                  

does it take you to your dreams?                                 


How far do you go when you run?                                

When the air rustles and murmurs                                  

does it take you to your dreams?                                  



A PUMP IT UP PRODUCTION


Police sirens scream by my window night and day         

we got our own thing, they say                                      

and I scratch my head.                                                   


            Now then, aside from the fact that I am going                              

completely out of                                                            

my mind                                                                         

you know the one                                                          

you have one, too                                                           

I think of this girl with far-away eyes                               

who reaches so sweetly for me                                       

and it seems like I talk to an angel                                    

            then I DREAM about what it would be like                                 

if she was mine.                                                               


                                                                                                             Baby, baby, baby                                                                                                                                                                          

                                                                               I've just NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE                                                                                                

 I get the impression that you can maybe, somehow             

if I get really, really lucky                                                    

you might be able to understand how sometimes                 

sometimes, I'd like to just kiss you                                      

and hold you IN MY ARMS.                                            

 
       The above sentence probably seems like a good place to end this

so, I guess I'll wrap it up                                                       

 when you close your eyes                                                      

         try to imagine A PLACE where there's NOTHING BUT A WIND

 and the wind is whisperin' somethin' you can't quite understand
 
 well, it's me, sweetheart                                                          

   just tryin' to see if I can get you to smile.                                    


 Just tryin' to see if I can get you to smile.                                   


DON'T WAKE ME UP, I'M DREAMIN'


It's impossible .. I'm flyin' through the air again                        

of course, I have to jump first, then hold my breath                   

but, it works .. it works every time                                           

and, I get so high .. so very high I don't look down                    

'cause, if I do I start to melt and disappear in deep water          

where the whisper starts                                                          

Hey, Johnny .. c'mere                                                               

we just want to talk to you.                                                       


   AND, LATE AT NIGHT .. when the world isn't watching any more

I open my eyes to gaze at moving layers of light                          

it's all so subtle                                                                           

it's all so very comfortable .. clean                                               

IN FACT, when I close my eyes again                                         

I see your lips, my love .. your juicy, creamy lips                          

melting over my desperate tongue                                               

                                                                           sheltering my WANDERING HEART from the ravages of the road                                                                          

I want you so goddamn much .. almost too much                          

it's because of your forgiving smile                                                 

 and I don't try to hide from you                                                       

                              like I do with the rest of all these people                                                                       

THESE PEOPLE WHO ARE LIKE CLOUDS.                            


I'm flyin' through the air again                                                           

but, this time I forgot to jump .. and yet, it's better                            

                                                                    because THIS TIME you are finally with me                                                                                                         

and we are so deep within each other                                                

yep, this is where I want to be, Planet Earth                                      

so, PAY ATTENTION to this warning                                              

DON'T WAKE ME UP                                                                    

I'm dreamin'.                                                                                     


WHAT YOU REMIND ME OF


Just for the record                                                                           

you know when THEY refer to a rock and a hard place                   

well, uh, that's where I live                                                                

a wolf calls it The Killing Ground

         and, some say it is the breath of God   

    this place where you make a stand  

it's like lookin' at your sorry-ass face in the mirror every morning         

my friend, if you see honesty                                                               

 you will have a good day.                                                                     


    A man belongs wherever he ends up going                                               

so, don't tell me that I don't belong                                                       

it's not that difficult to understand, my brother                                       

these concentric circles that emerge from the critical mass                     

from the traumatic moment .. .. are FLUID                                           

and the only thing static, are the lines in your reflection.                           


AND THEN, she let go of my hand                                                    

it became THE FIRST LOSS YOU NEVER GET USED TO           

    there have been others                                                                            

but, the first time                                                                                 

               just makes you want to go home and go to bed                                                   

come here, come here, darlin' .. that's what I tried to say                      

come here, please                                                                               

man .. just forget about it                                                                    

turn out the light and got to bed                                                           

come here, darlin' .. come here                                                            

please.                                                                                                



WHAT YOU CALL LOVE


An orchestra is waiting for the music to appear                                       

the conductor seems a million miles away                                               

out on the road it's raining prayers Forevermore                                      

and a woman in love is cryin' 'cause, she don't know what to say.            


I guess I could have loved you with a little bit more time                          

some home town boys just don't know when to quit                                 

it's The Things I Can't Remember and The Dreams I Can't Forget            

  she smiled and said, "baby .. this won't hurt a bit."                                       


The bartender has forgotten what it means to be free                                  

and the nightlife seems to wander on it's own                                              

releasing Further Promises that dance upon a train                                      

charging through The Distances                                                                   

seldom .. if ever .. known.                                                                           


In a back alley, a knife gets pulled .. twisted and shining                              

there's laughter on the Face Of Every Clown                                               

the circus had to close down 'cause the princess got married                       

her prince Works In A Shoe Store, where the only color's brown.               


         And, a suicide note stands alone Out On A Ledge     

           fluttering in the breeze, with Lipstick And Champagne  

           THEY SAY, she was so beautiful, what a waste of life  

       the note said, "please, take away this numbing pain." 


AND, hard-luck boys play keep-away on a sunny afternoon                      

no-one wants to lose, and they argue about who wins                              

I .. drag my eyes .. to the skies .. let them wander                                     

EVERYWHERE                                                                                       

and try to forget .. or is it remember                                                           

what she said                                                                                           

  yea, darlin' .. .. What You Called Love

really turned my head                       

congratulations                                 

you win.                                           


SHADOW HILL


There's a special kind of darkness growin' inside my mind

be careful where you walk, mister, this street ain't so kind

dark sunglasses fight to keep back the chill                       

of Mercedes Benz's giving ladies a fancy thrill                   

but, deep in my heart, there's a softer voice callin'             

for a simple kinda girl, who'll keep this world from fallin'    

'cause up ahead, in the distance, I found a dollar bill            

 lying in the gutter, up on old Shadow Hill.                            


My brain is achin', overloaded with Faze Reality                 

high heels click on the pavement .. darlin', what will you be 

does your mommy and daddy sleep at night                        

or do they worry about Freedom in the mornin' light           

I wish the newspapers would forget about disaster             

and find something good to say about a beggar's laughter     

because in my dreams last night, I exploded from a pill        

woke up sweatin' through the echoes, of old Shadow Hill.   


Yea, you realize why losers never make it very far                 

 they too busy reelin' from the noise, wonderin' where they are

I could've told them had they asked me                                

I would've picked The Apple from That Tree                        

       together, we could approach God for just one more second chance

one more glistening romance, .. another high school dance       

because, a special kind of darkness, doesn't always kill           

 you just roam around Forever, up on Shadow Hill.                    


you know that's true, man                                                        

paranoia                                                                                  

don't be afraid.                                                                          



SWEET FACE OF HEAVEN
(relentless pursuit of Perfection)


Sweet Face Of Heaven .. I turn mine eyes to Thee                  

 This Thing you call The Planet Earth                                         

the land to which gave Jesus .. birth                                        

has turned my mind so far around                                            

birds amid the trees amid .. no sound.                                      


 Sweet Face Of Heaven .. You turn your eyes to Me                  

  The Dream which you now choose to give                                  

Mary, Sweet Mary calls out .. you may live                             

has turned my back against the wind                                        

and whispers, whispers .. you have sinned.                               


Sweet Face Of Heaven .. We turn our eyes to Sea                    

this Stormy Rain that you send down                                        

has built a Cross on the edge of .. an unknown town                  

and turned my heart inside my soul                                            

cries rebound and shatter .. .. below, below.                              


Sweet Face Of Heaven .. She turns her eyes to Flee                 

this Fragile Angel that you have freed                                        

has risen above the thirsty greed .. to lead                                 

a Procession turned back toward those clouds                          

that swirl and drift .. among these crowds.                                 


Sweet Face Of Heaven .. he turns his eyes to decree                 

The Spoken Words that you now write                                     

have completed thoughts long gone from .. sight                          

and created The Turning of a strange, new web                           

it spins and glistens .. and weaves .. inside my head.                   



THE EDGE OF SPACE
(don't do it)


at last .. at last .. the edge of space  

in five more seconds, no more trace

can hardly wait 'til i get goin'            

   i'll say it all in one more poem.            


there isn't anything to blame              

and i've never, ever felt this sane        

how wonderful to feel so free            

 and, just think .. pretty soon .. Eternity.


look .. they call from the street below

or, is it the street that's shouting, hello 

and i guess it's going to hurt me some  

       but, that's okay, everything's already numb.


there .. it's done .. i'm on my way        

huh, i wonder what my friends will say

well, it doesn't matter anymore            

at last .. at last .. Forevermo .. .. ..       



THIS CRAZY DREAM

 
      Man, I had this CRAZY dream last night                             

     THE UNIVERSE WAS CRYSTAL CLEAR                      

    and stars were dipped in MELTED LIGHT                         

    the streets below my window smiled                                    

    and, well .. for once life DIDN'T pass me by                        

     IF I COULD ONLY DESCRIBE WHAT IT WAS LIKE     

      this CRAZY DREAM I had last night.                                   




I CAN'T FORGET YOU


   I don't know how many days I've thought of you                       

  over these years                                                                       

  but, there sure have been a lot of them                                      

  you would think that Time would erase the memories                

          THE WONDERFULNESS OF YOU eventually had to disappear    

  and yet, here I sit at midnight .. with these words.                        


 I don't know how many dreams I've had of you                          

 over these years                                                                          

  but, they don't stop .. they are so real                                          

  you would think that God would somehow forgive me                  

                          FOR WALKING AWAY FROM YOUR REMARKABLE LOVE so many times

   and now, I wander city streets .. with reflections.                            


I wonder if you think of me after all this Time                                

over these years                                                                            

have you forgiven me, darlin'                                                         

 do you ever wish like I do .. that we could try again                        

just one more again ... just ONE MORE simple again                     

one last forevermore.                                                                     


The world was going to be mine, I declared, just you wait and see 

and now, I have no world                                                               

oh, perhaps I have one                                                                   

but, it's all maybe's and what if's                                                    

I cling to this desperate reality .. reality                                           

and yet, when I'm alone .. there's no place left to run to                   

and, when there's nowhere I can hide                                              

it's very, very simple, my love                                                         

 I can't forget you.                                                                            



ONE OF THESE DAYS


Got a real, late night phone call from an old buddy                            

just the other day                                                                            

didn't seem like ANYTHING HAD CHANGED                             

my hometown was still my hometown                                              

                                       and my Life was still my Life.                                                            


I wonder if it's sometimes better if we didn't have a memory               

I mean, it's nice to remember the good things                                     

even some of them old glory days                                                       

and then, I look around                                                                       
 
see these faces with the same questions.          


Yea, buddy, I jumped in that car for                                                 

                           THE FAMOUS LONG  DISTANCE RIDE                                                               

the wind was my only friend                                                            

we rode shotgun down that number one freeway                               

we kissed in forbidden places                                                           

and saw faces with different answers.                    


And, a lot of the faces I see today                                                    

ain't nothin' about it that reminds me of my sweet home                     

where the skies are so blue                                                              

Lord, I'm gonna get on back there, one of these days                       
 
one of these days I'm gonna kiss my old girlfriend                              

I'm gonna get on back to my hometown, man                                    

one of these days.                                                   


One of these days                                                                              

I'm gonna be back where I belong.                                                    



A MILLION MILES AWAY


That's me out there .. a few feet ahead                                              

with nothing much to say                                                                   

these people that surround me                                                          

use words to get around these                                                           

days beginning where they end                                                          

    a letter you write but never send.                                                           


That's me out there .. silently moving along                                        

ten miles away                                                                                  

these waters and these ocean waves                                                 

a drifting prayer which the sunset saves                                              

Temescal Canyon cliffs are gone                                                        

the place where Cindy sang her song.                                                


That's me out there .. circling the planet                                              

a hundred miles in an orbit bay                                                           

thin vapors protect the earth below                                                    

in Mexico, sunshine .. Greenland, snow                                             

the Hubble Telescope passes by                                                        

measuring reasons why we get high.                                                   


That's me out there .. inside my head                                                   

a million miles away                                                                             

       no longer speaking to Ground Control                                                         

field equations got hold of my soul                                                         

it's echo makes up The Universe                                                            

some see it a blessing, .. others, a curse.                                                 


Not me out there .. outside my head                                                      

a million miles away                                                                               

ain't nothin' else to say                                                                           

except, I'm gone                                                                                   

see ya.                                                                                                  



WET LIPS
(this one gets me into trouble, you know)


A sip of champagne on a full moon night                                              

cool down the smoke, honey .. try to get it right                                    

you and me are here for only one reason                                              

the way you were your skirt is downright pleasin'                                  

that leather's so tight .. darlin', are you in pain                                        

her SMILE COMES AT ME, again and again                                      

at the start of the night, my lips were dry                                                 

the line of her nylons nearly made me cry                                               

SHE NOTICED my stare, said she like MY BOOTS                             

I said Love ain't good 'less it grabs the roots                                           

she KISSED me once and her tongue was hot                                         

another Hollywood bitch, this girl was not                                                

her red fingernails scratched down my back                                              

and when she reached MY ZIPPER we were right on track                      

five pounds of Love bumped against her face                                           

her tongue was slurpin' all over the place                                                  

a little bit later I WAS KNOCKIN' ON HEAVEN                                   

she told me to count but I only reached seven                                           

I was suckin' her mouth with all my might                                                 

we could HARDLY BREATHE it was goin' so right                                  

an hour later we were soaked with sweat                                                   

hard to believe but I hadn't come yet                                                        

then all of a sudden SHE BEGAN TO WHISPER                                    

I said, tell me, honey .. 'bout your deepest pleasure                                   

she moaned, I exploded in the place where love fits                                    

in her heart, in her soul .. in her wet, wet lips                                               

 oh, yeah, right there                                                                                      

 right                                                                                                            

  there.                                                                                                          
 

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